My 3rd club experience....and I got drunk

I am so ashamed! It was an embarrasing experience because I didn't realize I was drunk. I always imagined that being drunk felt like getting sick and losing control. I didn't feel that way at all- just really groggy (like the initial feeling of going under anesthesia) Then that passed and I felt like crying lol

But I resisted and held back on the tears. I didn't want to embarass myself anymore than I'd already had. I had alot of racing thoughts too. An extremely intelligent person told me that a "drunk mind speaks sober thoughts" or something like that. I think I was too drunk to fully grasp the meaning :) But I got it enough to keep my mouth shut.

So what I did was go out again to this club and still- no dancing. I insist on wasting my time basically. I was only there for about an hour and that's not enough time for me to loosen up. I need to ease into the situation you know? No you don't.

One thing that bothered me though. At the end of the night the d.j. played Gwen Stefani's Hollaback Girl and all the females went crazy! Didn't realize how many urbanettes had jumped on the Gwen bandwagon.

But here's the thing: I bet none of those chicks were feeling her when the band released Tragic Kingdom. I, on the other hand, have the album and has been rocking it since the day No Doubt came out with "I'm Just A Girl". So there. All you hoodrats can fall back...early son....

I'm only kidding. No I'm not.

Anyway- back to this drunk business. I kept saying over and over, "You can't get drunk off of one drink- I'm not drunk!" I said it so many times it changed into "You caint get drink off of one drunk...is there somewhere I can throw up?"